Just know that you are an amazing person, and you deserve to live life free and happy.  Just know that you're not alone and there are so many people out there that have to deal with everyday life, but why not just be happy. Why do we sit there and think about things we cannot change instead of just thinking about the good things we have. As humans I feel that we have be controlled to not be happy, the world has made us just being working humans but that isn't true.